my week so far has been busy and left me with a sense of excitement and anxiety

pros:

  • I’ve been eating really well and it hasn’t been a bother or much of an effort to do.
  • I’ve cooked for myself (which is a big deal because I don’t cook) and even though I overcooked the chicken fuck it it was still good.
  • I’ve bathed the cats and the apartment free of fleas.
  • I brought new cat to the vet to check for a microchip and actually found her true owners; they’d lost her a month ago and came to pick her up and were so grateful to me. That was awesome.
  • I got my first credit card.
  • I’ve been working.
  • I changed the address on both my health card and driver’s license.
  • I bought my entire fall/winter wardrobe (and treated myself with buying coasters for doing so. I love coasters).
  • I updated my resume and cover letter.
  • I’ve job searched and am about to send off an application for ten jobs.
  • I got cancelled for my shift this morning so now i have four hours to work on my schoolwork.

cons:

  • The other job I really wanted was already filled by the time I got to it, but I’m still hella motivated to find something else anyway.
  • My mom found out she has rheumatoid arthritis and is waiting to see a specialist. So that sucks, but we’ll see.

All in all, I dunno. I guess I just want change and my entire body is buzzing with that desire, giving me motivation to basically do everything I have to do all at once because I’m impatient (a trait with pros and cons of its own).

I just want to make things happen. And I hope I get one of the good jobs I applied for. I also hope I get cancelled for tonight’s shift as well so I can really do schoolwork. *crosses fingers* (even though I literally have nine dollars to my name right now and $353 of bills left to pay before the thirtieth buuuut I like to live life dangerously huehue.)

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I borrowed all the family photos from my mom because I’m working on a Christmas gift for her (not that she knows that) but holy crap what a throwback. That half-moon monkey bar in the middle used to be my favourite thing to play on (I’m the tiny blue dress blob on the bottom right). I still miss it; they don’t make ‘em like they used to.

TBT, eh? Eh.

This one doesn’t understand what’s about to happen to her.

This one doesn’t understand what’s about to happen to her.

Bathing cats is a little fun as you’d imagine. But two out of three are done, at least.

using obsessive tumblring habit to remind self to make dentist appointment k night

Just wanted to share what kind of irl friends I make, before bed. Good night.

Just wanted to share what kind of irl friends I make, before bed. Good night.

I am standing on the sidewalk waiting for the downtown pet supplies store to open so I can buy flea stuff. Guess why. Yes, it IS because I kept the new (outdoor) cat I talked about a month ago and waited too long to apply the spot on flea treatment; you are so smart.

The downside to this new “getting up early every morning” routine is that the stores don’t get up early with me. How selfish of them.

I am standing on the sidewalk waiting for the downtown pet supplies store to open so I can buy flea stuff. Guess why. Yes, it IS because I kept the new (outdoor) cat I talked about a month ago and waited too long to apply the spot on flea treatment; you are so smart.

The downside to this new “getting up early every morning” routine is that the stores don’t get up early with me. How selfish of them.